I Could Not See My Future

THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY 4th BABY…

My entire world changed.

Because for the first time in a very long time I could not see my future.

I can see now with such clarity that the birth of Tallula was my undoing and my new beginning!

And for the last four years, I have been on a journey to find out who I am as a woman, a wife, a business owner and a mama of 4.

WHO AM I outside of who people want or need me to be?

The journey to finding out has been messy, beautiful and really hard!

A huge part of this process was dismantling my fertility coaching business.

Every aspect was taken down, pulled offline and stored away in a safe place.

I wondered at times if the extreme measures I took in dismantling my fertility coaching business were actually necessary…

And I can tell you with absolute certainty, YES they were.

Why? Because I needed to see who I was outside of my work.

The day I found out I was pregnant with my 4th baby Tallula…

My entire world changed.

Because for the first time in a very long time, I could not see my future.

I can now see with such clarity that the birth of Tallula was my undoing and my NEW beginning!

And for the last four years, I have been on a journey to find out who I truly am as a woman, a wife, a business owner and a mama of 4.

Asking myself the same question…

WHO AM I?

Who am I as a woman in this world?

Who am I as a wife?

Who am I as a mother?

Who am I in my business?

WHO AM I outside of who people want or need me to be?

This journey to finding out has been messy, beautiful and really hard!

A huge part of this process was dismantling my fertility coaching business.

Every aspect was taken down, pulled offline and stored away in a safe place.

I wondered at times if the extreme measures I took in dismantling my fertility coaching business were actually necessary…

And I can tell you with absolute certainty, YES they were.

Why?

Because I needed to see who I was outside of my work.

And I needed full permission to bring ALL of ME to my work.

For years, I’d been following one of the unspoken rules that resides in the online fertility space:

“Do not talk about pregnancy, birth or motherhood as it could hurt or cause emotional pain for another woman.”

But… motherhood is my life.

And my life is woven into the fabric of my business.

So I walked away from it all.

But 2022 has been a year of deep soul cleansing and healing.

A year of reclaiming what gets to be true for me.

A year of remembering, owning, loving and declaring who I AM!

And as I rebirth my business, I bring all of me to it.

My passion for supporting women in reconnecting with their wombs and sacred fertility.

My passion for women feeling nourished in motherhood.

My passion for spiritual and feminine leadership.

My work moving forward will be centered around supporting women through the life cycle of motherhood.

So if you would like to continue on this journey with me, stay tuned because I have some special things coming up and I am honored that you have hung in there with me through this rebirthing time.

I love and appreciate you more than the words can express!

All my love,

Molly